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You have stumbled upon my personal blog, あい + 肉球 (ai + nikukyu, means "love + cat's paw"; it's a pun of my name, anyway). Feel free to explore and don't forget to comment before you leave~!

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Sensitive people are often seen as selfish to anyone around them, because they're egoistic, cannot be understood, and have a weak heart. They become too over with things that aren't that big to be talked about, or being sad just from stupid things that any other beings would never think of. They think that they're the ones who have the worst luck out of all; despite there are much more people who need more than them in reality.

I hate sensitive people. They're stupid, moron, illogical, weak, and blah... they're just everything bad. Here, I have to admit that I also hate myself when I become way too melancholic or sensitive; very, very much. Although I've tried my best to "be strong" or not to "cry over little things", like as my friends have said to me; I just... can't stand myself from being like that. Yes, I know, I'm one of those morons; way too sensitive. But it's not like you wanted to be one of them, I mean, sensitive people. You're sensitive because you were born with a heart like that, an unfortunately weak heart.

Listen, the thing that I mentioned in the previous sentence is the thing that have made me hate being melancholic more and more. Whenever I tried my best to cover up myself, to hide my sad face behind a smile when I was thinking about things that would make me sad, I always failed. Failed. I always wanted to cry out my heart. That's the bad me.

Thank goodness, I still have friends... best friends that could understand me. So that I'm not way too 'selfish' like as I mentioned before. Sorry for being an egoist to you all, I know that you all often think me as a stupid for being like this but it's okay. I'm very stupid XD *hey, what are you talking about right now?*

A friend of mine once told me: Just don't go too deep in sadness. Try to think that you're not alone, you still have everyone around who still cares for you.

To someone who I quoted her words, thanks for making me remember those words. I keep your words in my heart forever.

Ah, I'm trying to sweep away my sad feelings now~

Note: To my friends, have you already realized that if I become sad, I always use English to write down my feelings? *lol*

BTW ALSO NOTE THAT I'M NOT EMO-ING KTHX. It's just I felt like I wanted to write this down.

Hello there, I'm a 14-year-old (going to 15 :D) female student who resides in super sunny Indonesia.
If you would like to buy me a present, please do so when January 11 comes.
I wake up at 4 o'clock just to make sure I'm not late for school. FYI, my house is relatively far from SMP Pembangunan Jaya where I study now.
I enjoy watching TV, chatting, reading, writing, drawing, listening to music, and playing. Basically I love to do everything lol.
Currently obsessed over Japan.
My favorite sport is Baseball & Tennis.
Eats yakisoba or yakiniku too much.
I've figured that I already lost my sanity a long time ago. Okay, just kidding.
Listen, I am totally an element that you'd never ever known, you can't find it in the periodic table because no one has even found it.
Ok, I'm done. If you like to contact me, add me on MSN: ainikukyu110194@hot.
I hope you have some fun here.

Please leave me a comment. Thx.

Affliates asri anda fia ravioli ute ika faby my da
If you would like to be my affi, just contact me ^o^ (but you must link me back :D).

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2. Final Exams + Mathematics Olympiad
3. New Blogskin!
4. Am I having a SORE THROAT?
5. Otanjoubi Omedetou~!
6. [Translation] Hirari - Wada Kouji
7. Kembali ke Masa Lalu
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10. Anime

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