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Today was probably one of the hardest days I've passed through. And it could also be the saddest day in my entire life until now. I don't know how to tell everyone who is reading right now about this; it's really hurting my heart. I even tried hard to stop crying because of this (and finally I could handle myself). The story happened in school. You know that there was TO in my school today, so I came attending the TO even though I felt terrible. That, I was very bored and lazy about this. And... OK, I will just shortened this one: When I was in the TO class, H (initial of one of my classmates) came and told me and another friend about her ill that slowly making her lifespan low. She said that after she gets home, she will go to the doctor and do rontgen.

And, that story of her had made me and my friend cried a while in the closet. (Yeah, yeah, I know; but don't call me crybaby!)

Goodness, how couldn't I be shocked about this? Here I ask, if you knew that one of your bestfriends were having serious ill that he/she kept it secret but later revealed it, how would you react?

I have known my friend; this cheerful girl for 3 years and she has been a good friend of mine. I'm fond of her very much. I adore her kind and easy-going personality. But I didn't know that she suffers from a very serious ill right now, I just thought she is only having flue or coughs. It must have been hard times for her; I know she was just trying to cover the painful truth by the happiness she spreads.

This made me remember someday in the past, another shocking day when she was said for having a heart murmure (did I type it right?) which she carries from when she was born.

I somehow asked, how can she still be happy with many ills that attacked her? I become very jealous with her. While she could be happy even though deep in her heart is the opposite from what's in her face; I can't handle my emotion when it comes to little problems.

H, I pray for your health and I wish you could be with us again ):

Oh no, I'm crying again ):

Hello there, I'm a 14-year-old (going to 15 :D) female student who resides in super sunny Indonesia.
If you would like to buy me a present, please do so when January 11 comes.
I wake up at 4 o'clock just to make sure I'm not late for school. FYI, my house is relatively far from SMP Pembangunan Jaya where I study now.
I enjoy watching TV, chatting, reading, writing, drawing, listening to music, and playing. Basically I love to do everything lol.
Currently obsessed over Japan.
My favorite sport is Baseball & Tennis.
Eats yakisoba or yakiniku too much.
I've figured that I already lost my sanity a long time ago. Okay, just kidding.
Listen, I am totally an element that you'd never ever known, you can't find it in the periodic table because no one has even found it.
Ok, I'm done. If you like to contact me, add me on MSN: ainikukyu110194@hot.
I hope you have some fun here.

Please leave me a comment. Thx.

Affliates asri anda fia ravioli ute ika faby my da
If you would like to be my affi, just contact me ^o^ (but you must link me back :D).

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1. Try Out + [Result] 3rd Examinations
2. Outbound~
3. Pemantapan
4. School Stuffs
5. DHIAAAAR (SHIMO-CHAAAAAAAAN~~!!!)
6. Lebaran's Randomness
7. Minal Aidzin wal Faidzin
8. It seems someone's missing me...
9. Aaaa - Kisah tentang Anak yang "Berbahagia" dalam ...
10. misono -「二人三脚」PV

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